pink is.....EROTIC

i like her videos. she has got some huge appeal to me. she just makes me smile. not really SEXY though she can be if she wanted to. id say erotic. provocative at times, but not enough, but just enough. i think id like to buy her bootleg, cause i got no burner here. plus i need to get a ktu mix cd anyways. she just licked a guys stomach, that is not cool, but yet i dont care, cause she is still awsome. yo im pissed at the yankees.i hate ventura. he is a fucking met. his fielding SUCKS. everytime i watch a game he fucks up on the field. i saw him hit a few good shots, but shit, the fucking erors LOSE games. his hits, dont WIN games. brosious was SOOO much better.next week im gonna try and go to a cyclones game with pax and some guys.oh yea, who else.....i still hate jeter.wtf is up with moose, he got too comfy.at least we are winning right now 10 - 5.work was good today, id have to say it was a good day. i did my thing, dont really care if others did theirs. got praised by those that matter. its all good. learning experience. gotta go downtown to get this kid an id. 7 am. fuck! i dunno. his girl rebecca or so i think is what he told me but i thought i heard someone call her jessica, but i got that impression after i was just talking to jess. hold upWTF~el duque is closing??? and the first baseman johnson, dropped the fucking ball on a fucking toss right INTO his glove. SAFE! this is what im talking about. WHO THE FUCK IS JOHNSON!? get rid of his fuckin ass!shit, where was i? whatver. that indian looking girl who is hot, was rubens, but he claims he gives up cause he cant speak english good enough. id feel kinda shitty, still do kinda, but she talks to me and shit, but ruben is always right there, and i say shit that he can answer, but he just stys shut. oh well. i prolly cant do shit with her anyways cause of the set up, but whatever. if ruben can get a shot, its all his. but whatever. oh yea, the others i wrote about i still cant get near. most of them are lifeguards,and KNOW they are the shit. so its tough, i cant really fucking do too much, but ehh, i do what i can. that sara girl looks, but is shy, so she is clearly in high school. but i dont care, im not lokin for anything remotly in that area with her.i need to seriously lower my standards here, but shit. they are just so hot.fuck! literally, but shit.whatever.shit im putting in too much detail in this shit nowadays.fuck it. its all for fun. i need to get to sleep soon.gotta take care of some shit real quick then chat for a bit.oh shit more to write anyways.i was speeding down the northern section of the ronx river, the tiny ass shit. man i love new york. i swea to god i wish southerners could be up there. that is why i am one of the greatest drivers in the fuckin country. shit. the shit out there, is nuts. that is like FUCK, shit, there are no workds for it. you gotta see it. highway to heaven baby. FUCK! yea, i talk the shit, but only after, or while i am doing the shit. fuck i love it motherfucker! FUCK YEA! WOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH.the condition of my body.i think everyday about surgery. i want to have it if i can get back to 100% or damn near close to it. ever since i told myself i would heal. i have been. i feel A LOT better. i feel really good. my back is as strong as its been in a while, but i need to row, to test it. if i cant row then i need surgery. i will find out about empires, and if no, then im gonna erg, and then see about the surgery. i dunno. there are times when i know i need it, and then i tink, i can deal with it. my leg shakes VIOLENTLY when i stretch in crtain positions in class. i just force it, i still get the stretch, but my leg spasms, i cant control. one time i was almost in tears with frustration. it makes me sad. i am in good shape, i dont want to lose it from sitting around after surgery. but i wanna have the surgery, and recover to be in the best shape of my life. i am solid right now. even my stomach is flattening out, it hasnt been this flat since sophmore year in highschool, if i can get it to junior year, i will be SET. but shit. not like im stacked or anything near that, i might not be as storng as i was when i was lifting, but im good, ya know? yea, of course i know. its me. i will never forget how im feeling now. maybe its the yoga, but shit. i love it. come on, hit me! so i can hit you back! YEAAAAAAAAA feel the testosteronii. shit yea. i love it. but im waisting too much time.