fuck the rabbit

shit. my parents came back. it was some fucker selling something at the door.my steering wheel is fucked up. im fucking pissed. its tilted to the left when the wheels are straight. i cant stand that shit. 1 grand and the fuckers cant even fix that shit. FUCK im gonna go there as soon as i can, hopefully tomorrow. i hate yoners soo much. fuck. my whole day has been shitty. the small things are not making up for the other shit. but whatever. i just hate yonkers more and more everyday. all those jackasses i work with are from yonkers. i hate them all. that fucker danny that blocked me in. he has just started something he really doesnt want. but, ehhh, whateever. im thinkin i will leave work when the people leave work, and skip cleanup. fuck them. i work ALL day, and they fucking hide. well fuck that shit. i will figure something out. i still have so much shit to do. fuck imsoaking wet from sweat. STILL. all fucking day. i hate yonklers. scarsdale is yonkers, what the fuck is the ddifference, thats like saying there is a difference between northport, and prattville, or some small ass shitty town in alabama. its not worth shit. fuck that shit hole. fuck it all. im sooo frustrated today. everything is pissin me off. i cant move without shit getting to me. i fucking went out to get gas, come back and im locked out of my parents house. WHAT THE FUCK. EVERYONE IS THERE. ITS YONKERS. the suppossedly nice neighborhood they wanted to move into, and they lock the shit. yea, i have A key, but that key doesnt open all the fucking locks. shit. they wont give me a copy of the others i need to get in. i hate them, shit. there is nothing wrong with my anger. they are wrong. i just need to get the fuck away from them. i need to stop sleeping here. this place pisses me off.

look back, and see the little rabbit

its amazing to be me. HAHAHA i think so. if you just look around you find sooo much shit. its like there is a god, just because of the little shits.work sucked ass today. EVERYONE SLACKED OFF. but not chris. he is usually on the ball and what not. pissed me off. that fucker steve has to go soon. he was late again, and i had to do his fuckin job. shit. im gonna ask if i can replace him...if so.....im gonna get him fired. not really, just point out stuff he does, that pisses me off to the boss. brb door

identify

selfishnes is good. be selfish, and you will understand what it is that needs to be done. thats what im told

so it goes

talked to that guy mamamaria wanted me to see. good results i guess.i need a girlfriend says he. and thats about it. well shit. guess there's a first time for everything.anyways. thats shit and shit it all for me to see.i rowed after work at 7 something, it is so fucking awsome to row in that river. shit. the bronx at its finest. the fuckin spics shouting on the shore, fucking cars and shit, god damn buildings, fuck we even got a motehr fucking waterfall, yea a god damned waterfall. shit man, aint no one in the world ever seen what ive seen and enjoyed it as much as i have. fuck. youd think the country in albam would be beautiful. nah, they just have never lived, and enjoy their less than mediocre lives and shit. but whatever. fuck yea. it was god damn sweet.rowed with colin in the pair. i tried starboard. shit, i was stroke, i forgot how much you hav to think being stroke. it was good shit though. our second piece wasnt that bad. i think we ony rowed about 10,000 meters or so, 5 out, 5 in. or shit, maybe not even that close, but shit, we were in a pair, so it seemed like it. joe, larry, joe nemish, and i think shit i dont remmber the other guys name, but were definetely going to the games. thats good. my back didnt hurt AT ALL. but i know that i should definetely take that shit out, so i can recover better, plus we didnt row full pressure, only 3/4. i was still pullin pretty hard i guess.whatever. work was work. that gymastics dude gave me some beer. i couldnt drink it cause i was going straight to the river. so i gave it to steve, but he was a dick. he has strike one. one more and he's gone. john, and alan gave me some fucking rward shits, or something, i get yankee tickets or some shit john said.shit. the tickets were like 35 bucks pax said. but we might just go and try for the scalpers. yo, they are doing this shit about terror on the 4th of july. stupid mother fuckers. they are winning if we are even caring. shit, not like we can prevent them from crashing a plane into a building ourselves. let the govt worry. everyone else, go out and get drunk or some shit. fuck enjoy it i guess.thats about it i guess for now, i only had 2 hours of sleep last night. i need my sleep so i can flirt with that rich ass red head with the land rover.

tai fighting is kick ass

i want to try to do that shit. its fierce. im gonna ask dace where he did it, since he is from tuscaloosa, unless he went elsewhere for it.i just dropped off sam, blah blah blah, but im wathcing this shit. later for this.

alberquerque

alisan just signed off, and is headed for rhode island. gonna see julie for a bit, then comin to ny for a few days. thats cool.ruben was late. i was there til 7:15 then i left. drove around ny for a bit. i love this fuckin city.gotta get tires, and brakes today, well definetely bakes.

japanese

i meant to put this in the last shit.im watching some japanese channel again, and i cant understand them for shit, although im not really trying. i need to study more!!!i can read some of the shit, but that aint all of the shit, or even mostt of the shit.im gonna watch for a few minutes, and this is what i gather....nevermind its just comercials now: hahaha pumpkin soup. FUCK that was awsome. some kind of martial arts comercial, they got the shit kicked out of them. anyways japanese is cool, i still cant understand it.